Battling Demons.

Battling demons for most means drugs and alcohol for me it’s my brain. A part of my brains knows I’m a decent looking guy with a good personality and an average to above average IQ and then there’s the other side.

Growing up I was told I was ugly and stupid, that I would amount to nothing. Sadly it’s that side of my brain that controls me and I wish I knew how to turn it around.

Somehow I need to learn how to think more positively of myself and my outlook but I don’t know how.