These are all words friends would use to describe me and to a certain degree I agree with them but then there’s the other me. There’s the me who has lied, cheated, hurt people and have had my vengeance on those who have hurt or betrayed me. There is a me who has made and continues to make many mistakes which hurt those I love. There is an evil me who will haunt those who have wronged me until I feel my vengeance is fulfilled. No matter what I do I know it’s wrong but it doesn’t stop me from doing it, I’ll deal with karma later. That later is now.
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The life of someone with bipolar disorder, depression, borderline personality disorder and who knows what else. After losing everything that mattered in my life and a failed attempt at ending my life in 2017 I am trying to piece my life back together and start all over again. These are my ramblings... View all posts by theweightofthedevilinside