As we move closer to Christmas, a holiday I don’t celebrate anymore I tend to self medicate more. I do this to help me deal with the fact I am alone in this world and have been for years even though I was in a relationship for 16 years. I feel the most alone when I go to bed and have to sleep with the TV on just to give me some sort of comfort.
Alone and self-medicating
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The life of someone with bipolar disorder, depression, borderline personality disorder and who knows what else. After losing everything that mattered in my life and a failed attempt at ending my life in 2017 I am trying to piece my life back together and start all over again. These are my ramblings... View all posts by theweightofthedevilinside
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