I’ve been out of a relationship for over a year and a half and I find myself wanting to be in a new one. I want something I can’t have. I can’t be in a relationship with someone until I can get back on my feet and trust me it’s not for a lack of trying. I also can’t be in one until my mental state is balanced, it’s not fair to ask someone new in my life to put up with my crazy, it’s hard asking the people I know now to do it. However, I have a lot of love to give and no one to give it to.
Alone.
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The life of someone with bipolar disorder, depression, borderline personality disorder and who knows what else. After losing everything that mattered in my life and a failed attempt at ending my life in 2017 I am trying to piece my life back together and start all over again. These are my ramblings... View all posts by theweightofthedevilinside
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