Today is one of those days when my brain is feeling me to stop existing. I’m growing tired of fighting this demon, it seems to get stronger everytime. I UAE to be able to block it out, tell it to leave me alone, tell it to shut up but those coping skills aren’t working for me. I keep busy, play the music loud, try to sing along but it just isn’t working out the thoughts anymore and it makes my heart heavy. Oh well on with my day.
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The life of someone with bipolar disorder, depression, borderline personality disorder and who knows what else. After losing everything that mattered in my life and a failed attempt at ending my life in 2017 I am trying to piece my life back together and start all over again. These are my ramblings... View all posts by theweightofthedevilinside