It’s been a week now that I’ve been living on my own with my new puppy. Up until this past Thursday I didn’t have cable or TV all I had was radio and that gets boring hearing the same songs every hour
For the past week I’ve been doing a lot of self medicating with beer and whiskey to the point of blacking out. I know this is not a good thing and I realize I’m drinking to much, maybe I’m trying to drink myself to death a la “Leaving Las Vegas” minus the girl. What else am I suppose to do when the meds aren’t working.
All I know is I’m tired, lonely and really not giving a fuck anymore.