It’s been a week now that I’ve been living on my own with my new puppy. Up until this past Thursday I didn’t have cable or TV all I had was radio and that gets boring hearing the same songs every hour
For the past week I’ve been doing a lot of self medicating with beer and whiskey to the point of blacking out. I know this is not a good thing and I realize I’m drinking to much, maybe I’m trying to drink myself to death a la “Leaving Las Vegas” minus the girl. What else am I suppose to do when the meds aren’t working.
All I know is I’m tired, lonely and really not giving a fuck anymore.
âšī¸ it’ll get better!
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I wish i was a glad half fool kinda guy but my life experiences have indicated otherwise đ
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It wasn’t that long ago that I was self-medicating with whiskey myself. I was devoid of all passion and feeling and felt purposeless. I had myself admitted to intensive outpatient therapy. Talking in a group with similar experiences and never changes in medication really helped me. I’m still battling my depression, but it’s better than it was. I’ve had my own life experiences, but for the first time, I feel hopeful. See my D-Day post. So, I’m telling you it can get better if you try. Just have to start giving a fuck đ
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